Wednesday, February 23, 2022

May be dim, but it's there.

        Today February 6th, 2022. Man today and the past couple of days I’ve spent have been so long. I’ve been working non-stop. It’s like I can’t make enough at times. I’ve been stressing like no tomorrow. I need to just give away. Take the chip off of my shoulder. If I can’t do it. Then I wouldn’t still be here. I am here though. There’s got to be something more. I just have to keep my head up. No more stressing. 


Besides that Miller's has been great. I work there in the mornings and then I go to Tanja's to work until I need to go back to Miller's. I am tired but we still have to keep going when we are tired and defeated. Keep going. Just know there’s a light, even if we can’t see it, at the end of the tunnel. The reward will be far greater. I’m keeping my eye on the prize. 


Sunday, February 20, 2022

     It’s the fourth of February, 2022. Right now I’m currently sitting in the Wendy’s drive thru. I’m feeling a burger. I’ve kinda been down today. I don’t know what’s going on. What do you do when you’re feeling down? 


Tuesday, February 15, 2022

The after shock.

     It’s Thursday, February 3rd, 2022. I'd say it’s been a productive day. I had a really nice birthday the other day too. Saw all of my friends. Went out for dinner. Had a couple of drinks. I’m sure y’all saw my new pipe for my green. I was super stoked about it. It’s already dirty as hell. Not gonna lie. All in all, though it’s been pretty chill. 

Speaking of today though, it was very productive. I’ve been needing to clean my room again and do my clothes. I spilled sweet tea on my bed last night so you can imagine how I felt and how angry I was. So now I really had to wash it! Oh well. I worked this morning at Miller's Ale House and before that, I was looking at new building structures for a new house hopefully soon. I know you used to make fun of me for my tiny car and my dream for a tiny house but I guess it’s becoming a reality soon I’m so excited! Besides that, I’ve been drawing a little more. I have gotten another job again. On top of everything else I’ve been doing. Haha it’s okay though. One thing at a time. It’s gonna come together. Be patient. The longer the wait the better the reward. I gotta keep telling myself that. 


Thursday, February 10, 2022

My Birthday is almost here!

 Today is January 31st, 2022. A day before my birthday. What to do on such a day?

    Well I’ll tell you what I did! I went to see my Ruby in the morning time. I got to give her a new desk. I hope she really likes it. I loved it personally. Then I went home and napped for a couple of hours to recharge for the day. Nothing wrong with that. Then I started getting ready and I packed my bags to go see Tanja! She’s been helping me idealize and bring my goals to life. It’s amazing. We all need help. I’m going to start growing my own plants soon too. For my rabbits and I! They are going to love it! Besides the point! We went out for lunch. She actually got me to try sushi again after I don’t know how many years?! We went shopping. Watched some shows. We had fun. Then I went out to dinner with Marie and her boo, as well as my own. We had so much fun. So much laughter for one day. I got presents which wasn’t expected at all. I just wanted to hangout and spend time with my loved ones. I wanted everyone to smile. 


Tuesday, February 8, 2022

Learning and more learning for all of us !

 Today is January 28th, 2022. It’s an easy morning. I slept very nice. Yesterday I had a very busy day. I woke up, packed a couple of bags, and was on the road basically. Gave my babies more food, water, and kisses before I departed. I miss them so much sometimes. I feel as if I haven’t been giving them enough attention. I know Puddin understands, Whinnie on the other hand though is another story. I do happen to work a lot. 

On the bright side, it’s been a couple of good days, also learning more with Tanja on everything. She helps me with gardening, photography, editing, fashion, and even different languages. She’s been teaching me more about the different essentials. It’s been fun.

Saturday, February 5, 2022

Let's be productive!

 January 26th, 2022

I am so excited for today honestly, could be the nerves but hopefully not! I get to work a night shift tonight and I hope I stay awake for all of it! I got some cupcakes for myself. I had been missing me some cake. Not gonna lie. Hehe. I have been trying to do mini workouts in my room. I need a reward! Okay, besides the point. I have been working hard though. On everything around me. Everything’s got to start becoming more positive by the day. I am going to work on a couple of projects before I go into work today. Some art, some maybe food. Who knows. 


Friday, February 4, 2022

Relaxing time.

 January 22nd, 2022

    Man, I had to work at Miller’s this morning and boy was I tired. I made it through the day though. It was very long. Did I tell you how tired I was? I honestly just did my job and went home, essentially. I wasn’t really giddy, and running around. I was just dead. One of my coworkers even said something about it. Oh okay, thanks. The day went by smooth though. I got to go home and relax.


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