Keeping on, keeping on.

     Today is February 12th. 2022 and I did tell you guys I would work on the blog for pictures. I did start that! I may not have had the mental space to finish right now but it’s a start! And with my posts a little dated back it makes it easier to post pictures with the day! So I hope you guys start enjoying it a little bit more. I figured it out. I started with the beginning and worked on a couple. They also get all the photos from my laptop so it’s kind of a drag but it’s okay! 

Another thing, I’m sorry for slacking yesterday. I did a lot the other day. I have been working a lot too. I’m trying to keep my head up and keep going. Man yesterday wasn’t it. 

I ended up going skating today to ease the mind. Help me think clearer.. I had a blast. A lot of compliments. I was working on catching some footage of me skating so I could show you my hobbies. Maybe help some of you find new ones! It’s been a while since I’ve skated and I’ve never skated there before so I am learning the nicks, moves, and grooves in the ground so muscle memory didn’t look like I did today. Lmfao! I kept almost falling just for the simple fact I’m not used to the ground. How silly does that sound? I’m not used to that area and it’s scary to think that I could break something if I hit it the wrong way while trying to practice. I think that makes sense? Lol anyways I had a good day. I hope you can say the same. 

"another one bites the dust"

     It’s a nice chilly Thursday. It’s February 10th, 2022. Man time is flying by. I swear sometimes I don’t have enough time in the day. The road trip was so much fun. I got some cool seashells. I needed to getaway. I’ve been going through it. Relationship wise. I’ve lost a couple more friends. Honestly, I’m okay though. It needed to be done. Sooner or later. It was just drama and toxicity. Very draining to my character. I just can’t let it keep dragging me down. I guess lesson learned. People don’t really change. 

On another hand, work today was good. I did everything as I should have. Everything ran smoothly.  Everyone team played. It was very nice. Most places don’t work that way. I cleaned up some today in my bedroom. I washed all my bedsheets and blankets like last week and I’ve just thrown them on top essentially. I also cleaned my car out some too. It’s the little things. So I got that done today. That was nice. Sorted out my room a little bit. I’ve learned I need more hangers as well lol. I figured since it’s a more relaxed day I could just do more art or either find a cool spot to skate. 

I have to start working on more art pieces for the shirts and things as well. I know that could be a real game-changer. What do you think? What are some ideas you’re thinking of? Also, I have to work more and more on editing now since it’ll just be me. I need ideas for shoots. I'm sure I’ll figure it all out though. In time. Today's kind of a lonely one. There’s nothing wrong with that. I just have to find something to do whether it’s art tonight or some skating. It’s lowkey cold though. So stay posted. You’ll get pictures and an update of something!

"We're going on a trip in our favorite rocket ship"

 February 8th, 2022

    Happy Tuesday! I’m up early today! Moving around and being productive! Usually, I’m a lazy sack of shit and don’t ever want to get out of bed until maybe noon if not later. So I’m proud of myself. I got caught up with everything for you. Today since I got everything done I’m road tripping today.

    I’m not stressing at all today. It is what it is. I’m going to be happy today. I’m off. I get to relax. So time to get to it. 

May be dim, but it's there.

        Today February 6th, 2022. Man today and the past couple of days I’ve spent have been so long. I’ve been working non-stop. It’s like I can’t make enough at times. I’ve been stressing like no tomorrow. I need to just give away. Take the chip off of my shoulder. If I can’t do it. Then I wouldn’t still be here. I am here though. There’s got to be something more. I just have to keep my head up. No more stressing. 

Besides that Miller's has been great. I work there in the mornings and then I go to Tanja's to work until I need to go back to Miller's. I am tired but we still have to keep going when we are tired and defeated. Keep going. Just know there’s a light, even if we can’t see it, at the end of the tunnel. The reward will be far greater. I’m keeping my eye on the prize. 

     It’s the fourth of February, 2022. Right now I’m currently sitting in the Wendy’s drive thru. I’m feeling a burger. I’ve kinda been down today. I don’t know what’s going on. What do you do when you’re feeling down? 

The after shock.

     It’s Thursday, February 3rd, 2022. I'd say it’s been a productive day. I had a really nice birthday the other day too. Saw all of my friends. Went out for dinner. Had a couple of drinks. I’m sure y’all saw my new pipe for my green. I was super stoked about it. It’s already dirty as hell. Not gonna lie. All in all, though it’s been pretty chill. 

Speaking of today though, it was very productive. I’ve been needing to clean my room again and do my clothes. I spilled sweet tea on my bed last night so you can imagine how I felt and how angry I was. So now I really had to wash it! Oh well. I worked this morning at Miller's Ale House and before that, I was looking at new building structures for a new house hopefully soon. I know you used to make fun of me for my tiny car and my dream for a tiny house but I guess it’s becoming a reality soon I’m so excited! Besides that, I’ve been drawing a little more. I have gotten another job again. On top of everything else I’ve been doing. Haha it’s okay though. One thing at a time. It’s gonna come together. Be patient. The longer the wait the better the reward. I gotta keep telling myself that. 

My Birthday is almost here!

 Today is January 31st, 2022. A day before my birthday. What to do on such a day?

    Well I’ll tell you what I did! I went to see my Ruby in the morning time. I got to give her a new desk. I hope she really likes it. I loved it personally. Then I went home and napped for a couple of hours to recharge for the day. Nothing wrong with that. Then I started getting ready and I packed my bags to go see Tanja! She’s been helping me idealize and bring my goals to life. It’s amazing. We all need help. I’m going to start growing my own plants soon too. For my rabbits and I! They are going to love it! Besides the point! We went out for lunch. She actually got me to try sushi again after I don’t know how many years?! We went shopping. Watched some shows. We had fun. Then I went out to dinner with Marie and her boo, as well as my own. We had so much fun. So much laughter for one day. I got presents which wasn’t expected at all. I just wanted to hangout and spend time with my loved ones. I wanted everyone to smile. 

Learning and more learning for all of us !

 Today is January 28th, 2022. It’s an easy morning. I slept very nice. Yesterday I had a very busy day. I woke up, packed a couple of bags, and was on the road basically. Gave my babies more food, water, and kisses before I departed. I miss them so much sometimes. I feel as if I haven’t been giving them enough attention. I know Puddin understands, Whinnie on the other hand though is another story. I do happen to work a lot. 

On the bright side, it’s been a couple of good days, also learning more with Tanja on everything. She helps me with gardening, photography, editing, fashion, and even different languages. She’s been teaching me more about the different essentials. It’s been fun.

Let's be productive!

 January 26th, 2022

I am so excited for today honestly, could be the nerves but hopefully not! I get to work a night shift tonight and I hope I stay awake for all of it! I got some cupcakes for myself. I had been missing me some cake. Not gonna lie. Hehe. I have been trying to do mini workouts in my room. I need a reward! Okay, besides the point. I have been working hard though. On everything around me. Everything’s got to start becoming more positive by the day. I am going to work on a couple of projects before I go into work today. Some art, some maybe food. Who knows. 

Relaxing time.

 January 22nd, 2022

    Man, I had to work at Miller’s this morning and boy was I tired. I made it through the day though. It was very long. Did I tell you how tired I was? I honestly just did my job and went home, essentially. I wasn’t really giddy, and running around. I was just dead. One of my coworkers even said something about it. Oh okay, thanks. The day went by smooth though. I got to go home and relax.

I DID do the clothes!!

    Today is January 21st, 2021. Yesterday was so busy, I DID do my clothes, I got a lot of my things done. I finished packing everything for my shoot for last night and this morning. So, with that being said I never had time to write to you! It was very stressful but I got it completed! I told you I would keep you updated to see if I finished! Haha, I thought I was just going to lie down and wallow in sadness!! I didn’t though! I am proud of myself honestly. I figured I was going to make an excuse not to get it done! If it weren’t for you, I probably would have laid in bed until I had to leave.

The shoot was amazing. It’s probably my favorite yet! Tanja and I worked really hard. For two days. You better like it! LOL just kidding! Maybe. If you don't, I like it enough for all of us. I had so much fun too! I hope some of the ones with bubbles came out. I think the next ones going to be interesting. I’ll keep you posted. I didn’t get to bed until like four in the morning first and the night after hahah! I’ve been staying positive. Only one breakdown. We all have our days.

I've been sick, stay safe!

 January 19th, 2022

I finally got an off day! I had just started back to work since I got sick with covid. I was out for almost three weeks. That's just nuts. I was stuck at home. I couldn’t go back until I got another covid test or CDC says I can come back after I was quarantined for two weeks at least, with no symptoms. I had gotten the worst headaches. It just wouldn’t leave. I would have blogged, but the screens hurt my head so bad. Sounds. Everything. I just hurt. My photographer told me to take plenty of vitamins, put some essential oils in a diffuser and breathe it all in. Scrub my body hard to exfoliate the skin so it's easier to pass through its membrane. Eat and drink like you normally would. DO NOT skip meals. Pretty simple if you got the energy to do it right?

On the bright side, I am no longer sick and I get to relax. Today, I sorted through my car, because let's be real, hahaha there’s so many clothes and shoes from work. It’s ridiculous. I need to get an idea of what all I have for this shoot Friday. My car is probably tired of how much shit I put into it. I love her though. I’ve sorted through some of my clothes and put them away. I’ve learned the clothes don’t do themselves, and I am back to the dishes. Oh, what a beautiful and productive day will be. LMFAOLOL. I am going to finish and get it together. Tomorrow… Yea, I’ll keep you posted.