Getting it going

    It’s March 10th, 2022 and I’ve been extremely busy. I am super excited about the different changes that are to be coming to my life. I’ve started working with a company that builds tiny houses and they need help with the marketing. Which I do every day for you, so why not do a little bit more about something else I have always been passionate about. I’ve gotten the comment from someone years ago saying, “you just want everything tiny!”  I say economically savvy.

    I have been better and have been posting more. I have been keeping up. I’m proud. I’ve been writing to you. Maybe not every day like I’d like but hey we got give and take here, only so much I can do working full time, bunny momma full time, as well as another job. With the art that I started as well! I finally got a draft I think of how I want to lay out this first poem. I’m still deciding. 

    I got a lot more and new content for you as you wish! It’s been pretty eventful for me so some good pictures indeed!

Going back tiny soon!

March 7th, 2022

It’s Monday! Please don’t kill me! I know I’ve been down and out! We all need help sometimes! But I haven’t been entirely useless. I haven’t been talking to you much but I have been making updates and posts for you! You can always see what I’m up to! I’ve been looking into tiny houses again! You already know how much my household stresses me. I need a change. I need it now. I know in time. I’m not patient though. It is what it is. I’m excited to see what I find.

I have also heard about this new promotion going out at work and I went for it. Let’s just say they were happy I was there. I got it. Surprisingly at Miller’s. At Sake, they filled me into the schedule. That’s exciting. I might land a marketing job, it may be almost out of range. Maybe though.

I did a little self care today too. I went shopping lol. I didn’t really need to do that but fuck it. I had fun. It felt good to get out. It was a very pretty day today. 

Oops, I thought I posted!

 February 28th, 2022

    I know I need to get on more, but I’ve been hustling for a new job and ended up landing one! I got hired on at sake bar! I started today. Let’s just say it’s super simple and I almost feel like I’m going back in time serving sushi. I never minded serving it. I’ve always preferred the hibatchi menu anyways. They said I could start serving tomorrow! While I was there today, they really just made me go over the menu and work with the POS. (Point of sale) system. That was more than simplified. I honestly made a couple of reference or note pages to refresh my brain on all the sushi rolls and all of what they have to serve. When I served sushi last time, it was a smaller menu and they didn’t have Asian food either, plus it was back home, in downtown. Man, so many memories. I know when I worked there though I was buying and smoking like an ounce a day. Lmdaooo oops. 

    On the other hand, I created a page on Facebook to help reach out more. To try to help others as well. I hope it works. I have videos and things to edit still. I just haven’t gotten to them yet. I’m starting to upload more pictures on the blog and social media for more content to see. I hope it puts a smile on your face like it does mine. We all deserve a smile. All to be happy too. Whatever it may be. 

This was in February, I just forgot to put the date.. :)

     Today was such a happy, fun, and overall great day. I met a bunch of really cool, good-hearted people. One was a therapist, then a chakra healer, as well as a young girl who’s mature for her age for sure. I just so happened to go skating today huh? Something just kept telling me to go. 

     Before I went I cleaned out my car, started the damn clothes, and cleaned up my room some. I put clothes away, sorted them, came to the realization I still need more hangers Lmfao! I took out all of the trash from my car and detailed the inside, which was much needed. For my room, I needed to put the bed back together from where I washed it. It is what it is. I needed to sweep and put things away because it’s a small space. I always have to make do. Hopefully, it’ll all change soon. I just got to keep my eye on the prize. :)

Don't forget to smile today!

Getting something done!

 February 23rd, 2022

Today was such a good one! Earlier this morning I ran to the bank, got myself up and early to be productive. I’ve been needing to clean again. So of course afterward I had to tackle my clothes. That’s a never-ending battle. Lmfao. Did the trash. Cleaned out my car. Only vacuumed out half of it because of anxiety but it’s okay! Lmfaooo! There were so many people at the car wash. 

Besides that, yesterday was banging too. Looking forward to being more of an optimist again. I need to think more positive. I need to work on that. Sometimes I forget too. 

The beauty in the madness.

     Today is February 22nd, 2022. It is a fucking Tuesday. Let me tell you. Today was a damn drag at work. I don’t like working nights. I don’t. Quite frankly I’d rather work in the mornings. I really ain’t a morning person either. They are making us convert over our cash and put it onto a card. I’m not understanding. It’s a cash industry. Why are we taking cash out of a cash industry? Oh well, it may be time to find a different profession. 

On the other hand, it’s been very hard to keep writing and editing, and juggling everything for you. I am trying my best to keep you informed and keeping things under control. In time I will figure it out. 

It’s been a mess here lately but a rather beautiful one. 

Have you noticed?

 February 21th, 2022

It’s been a very busy few days. I’ve been working like no other. My body is exhausted physically. Miller’s hasn’t been so bad. I have been able to start getting back into the groove. I have been killing it though. Everyone’s been saying it. Even more than before. When I get into the window, the cooks ask me what I need. It’s nice. I always tell them encouraging things throughout all of the shift though. QA lets me takeover more so of the time if I need something. Its usually not for my tables though because I try to help run as much food as possible. I know I need help running my own at times so I help when I can. I even try helping the hostesses and bussers. Teamwork makes the dreamwork.

I haven’t spoken to you in a few days but I have been improving the site. In the few and little times between I managed to do that. I hope you take notice! You know I always love feedback to get better and better to help you. 

Doing a little better!

            It’s Friday, February 18th, 2022 and I’ve been exhausted all day. I went to work early this morning and killed it at Millers. Regardless of if I am tired. I ended up driving late last night so I kind of missed sleep. Not really though. I got enough to keep me awake all day. 

I know I’ve been needing to get my nails done too. So I might be doing that today. I already got some things posted for the moment today and hopefully you enjoy that! It’s just the intro of my mini vaca. There will be more coming soon! Hehe. I did end up getting some content while I was there so that makes me very happy. I can’t wait to show you more! I need to clean my car and room again though. I tried going to the car wash place but there wasn’t a place to even vacuum!

 February 17th, 2022

My mini vacation is almost over. It’s the last day, sadly. I have had so much fun. It was very relaxing. I got some things done for you. I also was able to get some help shooting! I can’t wait to show you! I haven't edited anything yet. I’m hoping I will be able to tomorrow or something. If not, don't kill me. It will be worth it. I had so much fun shooting and seeing this small town. Defuniak Springs. It reminds me of my hometown. Not many people, very light traffic. Not much to do here other than sight see. Which was so much fun! I saw a bunch of cool antique stores, a bunch of older styled buildings in the middle of the town. Walked around the lake and saw some duckies and doggos too! They came right up to me! There was this really cool old Coca Cola plant! They turned it into a workshop now, but they kept everything original which was super cool!

Help me!

    It’s Tuesday, February 15th, 2022. I’m off of Miller’s and I am living today for me. I know I have been slacking. It’s a bunch to keep up with honestly. Creating is hard. It takes a lot of creativity, time, and effort. Some Days it’s like what more is there I can do? That’s when I start asking for ideas or come up with more approaches to help the ones who struggle, who don’t speak about it. It’s been a challenge but I love a good one!

I have been using this time off and out of town to reset. It’s much needed. I’m hoping to get more content uploaded. I need to post more. I always struggle with that, working my daily job and then having to try to keep up with when most of you are online when I need to post. Just silly things like that. I always remember to post whenever it’s too late majority of the time. So I feel the message isn’t getting out like it should be. I am working on that too. Be patient with me. I too am trying my best. I feel if I keep working harder and harder it’ll pay off soon. Hopefully. 

Doing my best to be the optimist.

 February 13th, 2022

It’s Super Bowl Sunday! For me, I just so happen to work at a sports bar! Haha, so much optimism for nothing. I got sent home early. It was so slow. We had to close at 4-5PM anyway. I needed the day. So I and my roommate decided to go skating. I got the gnarliest knot in my hip lol! 

 

I got a couple of videos. Nothing serious or anything. Just to say I skated on a wooden floor finally. That made me so happy. It was definitely different from the normal ones like back home. The different grooves of the wood. It was so nice. It’s always been a dream of mine to skate on hardwood floors since I started skating before I was five. Anyways, I got to hang out with Ruby for the evening too. That’s always fun. I’m working on trying to get better footage rolling around on an iPhone for starters before I start bringing on the bigger cameras. It has been a challenge! 

Also, I have been selected for more art projects on the way as well. I cannot wait to show you! Two poems, more for everything I have already going on with art. I will get them done eventually. I honestly need to see the time frame for it too. I totally keep forgetting to ask. When he publishes it too, I can most definitely share it for all of you. It’ll become a book of poems with my illustrations! I think that’s amazing! He mentioned a comic book strip as well. In time that will be coming along!