HAHA ! Yay for now!

     Today was a beautiful one. It was very eventful. I will say that to the least. It’s friday March 25th, 2022. It sure feels like one. You know I’ve been busy but all the right kinds of busy! I’ve been getting out and active! I have been skating more for sure. I have also been just enjoying myself out with some friends. I just signed a contract for work. Y’all remember the Airbnb I used to do right? Well it’s coming back. In full swing. I’m going to be starting with a small houseboat. ;)  I’m so fucking excited. I finally got to where I don’t have to serve anymore. I work for myself, essentially. When I get where I want to be it’ll all be mine! :) 

Big OOF at myself!

 March 21st, 2022

This was as far as I got today. Just the date mind you. I do apologize. I got distracted, ended up forgetting what I did that day too. This is what happens to my poor scatterbrain. LOL! We have to stay focused!

Sorry, I'm late!

    Man, it has been rough for me. It’s Thursday, March 18th, 2022. I’ve been off for three days really. Been drunk for two of them. I should be honest. I haven’t been taking proper care of myself. I will be fine. Another one down the drain for what? Another useless relationship. Platonic or not. Evidently is all it was. Whatever. I get time for me now. That’s all that matters. Self care was turned into, “we all finna be a bartender now”. Self already has a drink. I’ll be damned. Anyways, I will get better. What I should be doing is cleaning my damn room. My clothes definitely have been feeling neglected. On top of that my car, boy let me tell you. She is screaming in agony. She is so dirty, inside and out I haven’t had time to clean her. 

Let’s just say I’ve got some things to do.

It's unpromising.

 March 15th, 2022

It’s been a very busy and productive week. I started a new job not too long ago after Sake. I was unsure of how promising it was. Seemed risky but oh well. Never know until we try. I got suspended from Miller’s. This bartender keeps trying me, and we all know how I am at this point and I finally went off. I told her I was going to drag her by her hair, that was her warning. I’ve been quiet and ignoring the immaturity but I finally snapped. It was enough. It’s okay though. Maybe it was all supposed to happen. There was a reason. I haven’t really had time for myself. It’s okay. I have still been taking care of business at home, trying my best to keep it clean. Day in and out. Working like always. That doesn’t stop.

Newly enough, I have more content for you. I have been posting! Try to keep up! I’m going to continue to add photos to everything. 

Getting it going

    It’s March 10th, 2022 and I’ve been extremely busy. I am super excited about the different changes that are to be coming to my life. I’ve started working with a company that builds tiny houses and they need help with the marketing. Which I do every day for you, so why not do a little bit more about something else I have always been passionate about. I’ve gotten the comment from someone years ago saying, “you just want everything tiny!”  I say economically savvy.

    I have been better and have been posting more. I have been keeping up. I’m proud. I’ve been writing to you. Maybe not every day like I’d like but hey we got give and take here, only so much I can do working full time, bunny momma full time, as well as another job. With the art that I started as well! I finally got a draft I think of how I want to lay out this first poem. I’m still deciding. 

    I got a lot more and new content for you as you wish! It’s been pretty eventful for me so some good pictures indeed!

Going back tiny soon!

March 7th, 2022

It’s Monday! Please don’t kill me! I know I’ve been down and out! We all need help sometimes! But I haven’t been entirely useless. I haven’t been talking to you much but I have been making updates and posts for you! You can always see what I’m up to! I’ve been looking into tiny houses again! You already know how much my household stresses me. I need a change. I need it now. I know in time. I’m not patient though. It is what it is. I’m excited to see what I find.

I have also heard about this new promotion going out at work and I went for it. Let’s just say they were happy I was there. I got it. Surprisingly at Miller’s. At Sake, they filled me into the schedule. That’s exciting. I might land a marketing job, it may be almost out of range. Maybe though.

I did a little self care today too. I went shopping lol. I didn’t really need to do that but fuck it. I had fun. It felt good to get out. It was a very pretty day today. 

Oops, I thought I posted!

 February 28th, 2022

    I know I need to get on more, but I’ve been hustling for a new job and ended up landing one! I got hired on at sake bar! I started today. Let’s just say it’s super simple and I almost feel like I’m going back in time serving sushi. I never minded serving it. I’ve always preferred the hibatchi menu anyways. They said I could start serving tomorrow! While I was there today, they really just made me go over the menu and work with the POS. (Point of sale) system. That was more than simplified. I honestly made a couple of reference or note pages to refresh my brain on all the sushi rolls and all of what they have to serve. When I served sushi last time, it was a smaller menu and they didn’t have Asian food either, plus it was back home, in downtown. Man, so many memories. I know when I worked there though I was buying and smoking like an ounce a day. Lmdaooo oops. 

    On the other hand, I created a page on Facebook to help reach out more. To try to help others as well. I hope it works. I have videos and things to edit still. I just haven’t gotten to them yet. I’m starting to upload more pictures on the blog and social media for more content to see. I hope it puts a smile on your face like it does mine. We all deserve a smile. All to be happy too. Whatever it may be. 

This was in February, I just forgot to put the date.. :)

     Today was such a happy, fun, and overall great day. I met a bunch of really cool, good-hearted people. One was a therapist, then a chakra healer, as well as a young girl who’s mature for her age for sure. I just so happened to go skating today huh? Something just kept telling me to go. 

     Before I went I cleaned out my car, started the damn clothes, and cleaned up my room some. I put clothes away, sorted them, came to the realization I still need more hangers Lmfao! I took out all of the trash from my car and detailed the inside, which was much needed. For my room, I needed to put the bed back together from where I washed it. It is what it is. I needed to sweep and put things away because it’s a small space. I always have to make do. Hopefully, it’ll all change soon. I just got to keep my eye on the prize. :)

Don't forget to smile today!

Getting something done!

 February 23rd, 2022

Today was such a good one! Earlier this morning I ran to the bank, got myself up and early to be productive. I’ve been needing to clean again. So of course afterward I had to tackle my clothes. That’s a never-ending battle. Lmfao. Did the trash. Cleaned out my car. Only vacuumed out half of it because of anxiety but it’s okay! Lmfaooo! There were so many people at the car wash. 

Besides that, yesterday was banging too. Looking forward to being more of an optimist again. I need to think more positive. I need to work on that. Sometimes I forget too. 

The beauty in the madness.

     Today is February 22nd, 2022. It is a fucking Tuesday. Let me tell you. Today was a damn drag at work. I don’t like working nights. I don’t. Quite frankly I’d rather work in the mornings. I really ain’t a morning person either. They are making us convert over our cash and put it onto a card. I’m not understanding. It’s a cash industry. Why are we taking cash out of a cash industry? Oh well, it may be time to find a different profession. 

On the other hand, it’s been very hard to keep writing and editing, and juggling everything for you. I am trying my best to keep you informed and keeping things under control. In time I will figure it out. 

It’s been a mess here lately but a rather beautiful one. 

Have you noticed?

 February 21th, 2022

It’s been a very busy few days. I’ve been working like no other. My body is exhausted physically. Miller’s hasn’t been so bad. I have been able to start getting back into the groove. I have been killing it though. Everyone’s been saying it. Even more than before. When I get into the window, the cooks ask me what I need. It’s nice. I always tell them encouraging things throughout all of the shift though. QA lets me takeover more so of the time if I need something. Its usually not for my tables though because I try to help run as much food as possible. I know I need help running my own at times so I help when I can. I even try helping the hostesses and bussers. Teamwork makes the dreamwork.

I haven’t spoken to you in a few days but I have been improving the site. In the few and little times between I managed to do that. I hope you take notice! You know I always love feedback to get better and better to help you.