Corporations right?

 May 19th, 2022

It’s freaking Thursday and boy was it a long one. “Sweet girl” is all I have had stuck in my head. Lmfao. Tik Tok. I have been working on content. To say the least. Skated some. I had gone to Four Corners to get some more work done on the tents. That was easy. I had the best help. I got it done rather fast. I was so excited about it. Slingshots need another wash soon too. So that’ll hopefully be fast too with some help. If I am blessed enough to get some. I’m sure I will be. Other than that, went to an adult store and found they need some help. I think I totally forgot to tell you guys about yesterday! I had applied for jobs not too long ago, West Gate Resorts had given me a call and needed me to come by for an interview. 

I ended up going in. Lmfao. I went. HEAR ME OUT. LMFAO. They told me they wanted an interview on a day that the place was closed for one. Two, I went to the main lobby to check-in, making sure I was in the right place. They tell me to go to the closed restaurant. Noted. Check that off of the list. I walk over there and just as I expected, closed. So I knocked on the doors, there was a restaurant next door, closed as well. So, my email finally connects. It said to go to Drafts, a restaurant in the front of the community. I go there and they send me home. The place is closed to come back tomorrow at the same time. I was okay with that. I totally understand people make mistakes. I literally told them though, that I live an hour away. Please be considerate. I don't like wasting anyone's time. I feel as if they are equal and deserve the opportunity to have someone there that deserves it. Let’s just say I don’t like wasting my time. Complete waste. Honestly. I was running around there like a chicken with my head cut off. The interview was completely unconventional. To say the least, I do not like it there, hehe. So, I kept looking.

Doing my best.

 May 15th, 2022

I didn’t tell you guys. I haven’t been feeling too well. Lady things. On the 13th though I managed to hop in a tattoo shop for Friday the 13th! I’m super excited to show you. I wish they hurt a little more than they do! Ugh! It was so needed. They shaded one of my pieces and I might go back for them to shade the rest on my arm anyways. I had an overall idea for the left arm. I wanted to make it a sticker arm more so, so I can get all the little things I want to make it all piece together to make a big art piece. But for that, I was going to get everything blank first and then see what I wanted to do. I know for sure I wanted to get a paintbrush stroke over all of my stickers and where the “paint” hit, I wanted it to be filled in with color and shade and made with more realism. The guy at the studio recommended shading everything and then just going back with color where the paint hits. I honestly might just do that. 

Besides Friday the 13th fun, yesterday was murderous in my tummy so I sat yesterday out. I literally laid in bed all day wallering around like a seal just out of the sea. Sliding around making weird noises. 🌝 I had the best person beside me though so it didn’t even matter. We still had a great day. 

Today on the other hand. I had to catch you up! My mistake! I Am working in Port St. Lucie once again. All to help where I can and make a couple of dollars. It’s been more than slow I should say. I’ve been just scooting along. Lmfao. At least my mind is for the most part at rest. I’m learNing from the best on patience. He’s keeping me sane during these trying times. Having to deal with my car, work, trying to find a time to go to the courthouse to sue. Just everything could be so much worse in my head. It usually is but I’ve been doing pretty good. I’ve still be editing and doing my best to keep up with content. I’m working on a tik-tok dance so y’all stayed tuned!

If only..

 May 12th, 2022 

If only I could change the world and the way we view things, and one another. T had an amazing idea the other day and he told me I should start going live on Facebook and Instagram and start answering questions that you may have. I also finally made an account with TikTok and I was thinking maybe question answering videos. Whether you’re in a sticky situation or just generally curious how I handle things. Please comment, message me, anything! I want your voice to be heard as well. I want to be able to help you!

Other than that I guess I had a day off. I cleaned out my rabbit cage and my room some. Got to posting for you as well as writing. Went to the skatepark. Man was that fun. I am constantly creating too. I’ve been enjoying every bit for the most part! 

A little help goes a long way.

 May 11th, 2022

Today was fairly easy. I didn’t have much to do. Helping out some of the team with the slingshots and getting their oil life so they know what to get and how much of it. I’m sure it helped a lot. I honestly did bad and drank a lil today just for shits and giggles. But why not. A nap wasn’t so bad either hehe. 

More and more business..

 May 10th, 2022

May 10th, 2022

This day in time was a good one. Woke up feeling refreshed. Usually, I wake up dragging ass. Got ready for the day. I posted and wrote to you. I practiced my editing. I finally downloaded tik too but I haven’t made an account yet. Baby steps. I’m still a little skeptical about it. I ended up brainstorming quite a bit too. I was thinking about creating or developing an application like “Cerebral”. I love the idea that you can get help through the app. I don’t like the medication idea though. As you know. That’s why we’re here. Writing. I still haven’t been able to come up with a good way to have a safe space for people to communicate with one another about the things that trouble us with people who share common struggles and be able to help one another out. As well as always having someone to talk to. I know that one’s very important. So I was thinking maybe try making this app for everyone to be able to communicate 24/7 so no one is alone. Ever. Be able for you to write your own anonymous posts as well unlike my blog. I’ve tried a bunch of different functions with Blogger but none of which I’ve been wanting for you. Besides that though, I’m sure you get the main idea. I’ve been still thinking about doing the t-shirts and branding the business. I want to definitely branch out and maybe use the app for more branding. Help sell the items I want to create to let you know every day, you are important. You do matter. I care. I am here. On any daily thing you use so it’s a constant reminder. 

On the hard work side of things, I got the rest of the slingshots cleaned up! I fixed the pavers once more. I stitched up some of the tents for the “cabana city”. Fixed and reset the corners. That was our downfall the first time. Hey at least they are up and still up. Doing their job. I’m excited about it! I’m sure “swimply” is too! :)

Earlier days starting.

 May 9th, 2022

I’m up early for once, I got some things done already this morning! I was drained after yesterday and the night before. I had to work all day yesterday. Then rush home to get a couple hours of sleep before we rushed to pick up some friends and take them to the airport. Rushed home again, slept for a couple of hours to wake up and head out to the beach. It was a very mobile day. Very relaxing once we got back home! The sun was being murderous so we called it early.

Other than yesterday really, today was pretty eventful too! Went for a beautiful walk. Played around with the doggo in the little water thing. That was funny. She enjoyed it so much! I even picked some blackberries. We got some good pictures. OUUU there was even a nice swing. I adore the little area. 

After that, I got ready for work and washed some slingshots. There was only two I could get to I was kind of upset about it. I’m ready to be done driving up there to clean them! I’ll be damned lol. I wish he’d rent a different set of three! Lmfao. It’s okay though. I guess I can try to get out there earlier tomorrow. I ended up eating a lot today. That was good. I ended up getting sick because of it too… Oh well. I walked around Old Town and got a couple of things for a few at home. :) It was a good day.

BEACH TRIP

 May 8th,2022 

It’s definitely a jump. My apologies. I’ve been mad busy. I ended up needing a break and called for a beach day. I had so much fun. Found a bunch of sea shells. Met a couple of cute puppies. Played with a crab. He was soooo cute! He didn’t seem to like us tok much. Hahah he kept running! It was so funny! Needless to say it was a better day. I didn’t have to worry about anything. All the vibes were right for sure. :)

Wee bit upset, if you will.

 May 5th, 2022

    What happened on this day? I know I worked. I got this nice letter in the mail I believe from the insurance. Man oh man it was a day. I went on a whole tangent about it in IRL, you probably don't want it either. Turns out though, homegirl didn't have insurance. So... what do you think I should do?

Hehehe

 May 4th, 2022

Today is a good one. I got a headstart on the workday. Knocked out washing some slingshots again and earlier I hung fans in all of the cabanas. I sweat like no other today. It was so hot. I went to go see Ruby. It’s been a while it feels like. I miss her. 

On the other hand, I came home and worked on some blogs. I need to post, speaking of the devil. It’s not like you guys want the newest. Hahah. Not that I would know. 

Gloom is setting in

 May 3rd, 2022

It was a very sleepy day. Rather gloomy. It was rainy so I decided to stay home. It was the best choice. I got to get a couple of things done around my house. Washed a load of clothes. The putting up part I started and then decided let’s not. I also had a chance to clean out my car some… well vacuumed anyways. I’ve been getting a lot of sleep though to be honest. Heheh I don’t mind. 

Backstory on the 28th. Day of the accident.

 April 28th, 2022

I woke up very positive this morning. Really good vibes floating around for the day. I was supposed to be doing a few things to help my friends out but it looks like it didn’t end up that way. I was driving down 192, and all I know is there is some red car in the middle of the road, so I slammed on my brakes and still managed to hit her. As infuriated as I was I got out and checked everything. Called the police. The EMT’s and firefighters saw the accident and they stopped amd blocked the road while we were waiting for the cops. The girl was definitely not in the right state of mind. She was in a rush she said and told me, “If you would have slowed down, I would of had time.” Is it just me or am I just as shocked as you that it came out of her mouth? I just couldn’t believe it. More than half my day wasted and my hard work destroyed.

Besides that I drove halfway to work with a busted up car with pieces falling out of the bottom. Decided I just needed the day off. Insurance took so long to deal with. By the time I would have gotten there, the sun would have went down. That made me upset. So I decided to relax and smoke. Sleep some more. 

I FORGOT TO POST IT CORRECTLY XD OOPS

Keep on pushing through.

 May 2nd, 2022

Man it’s been a rough time. My car is messed up. I’m still waiting to hear back from the adjuster from the girls insurance. It’s been hell. I can’t open my passenger door. My car hood doesn’t shut anymore so it just flaps and claps. Oh well. I’m time they will fix it. I’ve been creating more though and trying to stay positive. I’ve been going skating too. Trying to keep my mind off of things.