May 4th, 2022
Today is a good one. I got a headstart on the workday. Knocked out washing some slingshots again and earlier I hung fans in all of the cabanas. I sweat like no other today. It was so hot. I went to go see Ruby. It’s been a while it feels like. I miss her.
On the other hand, I came home and worked on some blogs. I need to post, speaking of the devil. It’s not like you guys want the newest. Hahah. Not that I would know.
May 3rd, 2022
It was a very sleepy day. Rather gloomy. It was rainy so I decided to stay home. It was the best choice. I got to get a couple of things done around my house. Washed a load of clothes. The putting up part I started and then decided let’s not. I also had a chance to clean out my car some… well vacuumed anyways. I’ve been getting a lot of sleep though to be honest. Heheh I don’t mind.
April 28th, 2022
I woke up very positive this morning. Really good vibes floating around for the day. I was supposed to be doing a few things to help my friends out but it looks like it didn’t end up that way. I was driving down 192, and all I know is there is some red car in the middle of the road, so I slammed on my brakes and still managed to hit her. As infuriated as I was I got out and checked everything. Called the police. The EMT’s and firefighters saw the accident and they stopped amd blocked the road while we were waiting for the cops. The girl was definitely not in the right state of mind. She was in a rush she said and told me, “If you would have slowed down, I would of had time.” Is it just me or am I just as shocked as you that it came out of her mouth? I just couldn’t believe it. More than half my day wasted and my hard work destroyed.
Besides that I drove halfway to work with a busted up car with pieces falling out of the bottom. Decided I just needed the day off. Insurance took so long to deal with. By the time I would have gotten there, the sun would have went down. That made me upset. So I decided to relax and smoke. Sleep some more.
May 2nd, 2022
Man it’s been a rough time. My car is messed up. I’m still waiting to hear back from the adjuster from the girls insurance. It’s been hell. I can’t open my passenger door. My car hood doesn’t shut anymore so it just flaps and claps. Oh well. I’m time they will fix it. I’ve been creating more though and trying to stay positive. I’ve been going skating too. Trying to keep my mind off of things.
April 29th, 2022
It’s an early morning, I get to talk to you and check out more listings. I ate something small. I thought was pretty good. I didn’t really want to eat. Still did anyway. I have to work today so that will be fun. Lmfao sike. At least it’s with my friends and helping out where I can. Doing my best to stay optimistic. At least my car still drives.
April 28th, 2022
I’ve been tired but moving. I got into an accident today. On the way to grab my friend to get a car. That was interesting. I’ve had a day. I still can’t get over the fact that it happened. I’ll have to post pictures and show you. I was riding down the road and next thing you know I’m slamming on my brakes to stop myself from ramming into this other car. Mind you the lady got out of the car yelling at me like it was my fault. Yoooo I was so mad I had to walk away. I was going to snap. I didn’t just work my ass off to spend that kind of money on a car just to have someone else be ignorant and impatient at the expense of someone’s life. To be completely real where I hit her car, was where her kids were sitting in the car seat. Like you have got to be joking. Do you even care? Made me sick to my stomach.
Besides all of that, I took the day off to relax. I needed it. My brain has been so scattered. Not even going to lie. I have been forgetting everything today. People can just fuck off today. I still love you but I’m not picking up my phone today.
April 23rd, 2022
I have been lazy! Real freaking lazy. Lmfao. What are you gonna do about it? Jk! I can’t ask anyone to clean up my b*llsh*t and clothes. That’s my job. I made the mess. Wait, are you speaking metaphorically? Lol maybe. Maybe just speaking about the physicality of things. Who knows. I practically slept all day. Big oof. I could have done so much more. Cleaned the cage again, wash my d*mn clothes. Guys. It’s real bad this time. Let me tell you. I didn’t realize how much sh*t I was missing. Then you could say my floors could be done again too. There aren’t dishes or trash in my room I will say. So that don’t have to be done. Hasn’t been a problem.
I’ve been trying to keep up with the posting. It seems some days are better than others and I’m not the only one lacking here! You hear me?! Hahah! I’m jk. If I can’t make you laugh or smile it’s okay. I do my best. If anything today was a resting day.
April 19th, 2022
Let me just say it’s been a good productive morning. I woke up early, got some breakfast. I was craving some pancakes so IHOP it is. They had wifi so I pulled my laptop out and started working. It was so good but it messed my stomach up so bad lmfao. I went to work, and everyone was working. Doing their thing. It was a pretty easy day. Just cleaned and detailed some more of the slingshots. I got done rather fast and got to hang out for the rest of the day. That was fun. I didn’t end up doing any chores or anything though. Hahah I helped with the airbnb’s laundry, lost my beanie in the wash, hopefully, I can find that soon. I should have brought my clothes too cause heaven knows how bad it’s piled in here.
It’s April 16th, 2022 and currently chilling at the DMV helping a friend out with some things. I’ve been having so much fun lately. But I’ve been working. Right? I have to work the kiosk tonight and I’m waiting on a damn chair so I can comfortably talk to you. I can hook up my laptop to wifi and it’ll make it easier to watch everything and work. I wouldn’t be opposed to it. I’m really excited.
April 15th, 2022
It’s been busy over here. Many things going on. Everything changing so quickly. I’m still looking for a place. I haven’t done my taxes but work, let me tell you. Superior. I have been doing so much of that. From Airbnb, slingshot rentals, kiosk sales, the blog, yard work. Really landscaping. It’s a lot. I had a little bit of time for myself today before I passed out.
I took the day to skate and have fun. Trying to do something about my mental health. Lately I’ve been losing it. I haven’t been super stressed though. Doing my best at controlling that. Controlling and thinking of my actions and reactions. Patience is still a big one. I did say I’ve been working hard, right? My mind may be a mess on the inside, but on the outside, you’d never know. ;)
April 8th, 2022
It’s a chilly Friday night. I’m at work quite frankly. We got the music playing, good vibes, and good crowds here today. I was skating here at the lot to try to keep warm and surprising enough I wasn’t the only one! Some little girl had some on too! I had some people watch and record. I had a lot of fun. Lots of questions about the slingshots. Some people commented on the skates. The guy from ninja warrior comes over with a poi stick I believe and my coworker does his poi balls so it’s all a show. We had a blast.
I got to work a little bit not much on writing to you. It’s okay though. I’m not upset. I lowkey need a taller chair to sit and set up the kiosk a little nicer. Be able to access and use it a little more. In time. We are all acclimating to it being open. Which isn’t a bad thing necessarily.
It’s Thursday, April 7th, 2022. I was off today, it was very nice and quiet for the most part. I haven’t been feeling good the past two days anyways so, I just used the day for rest essentially. Which is good, but not so good at the same time. My poor clothes are screaming at them to put them away lol. I attempted but it didn’t work out quite like I wanted, but it’s okay! I didn’t get to clean out my car either so I can vacuum it again, as well as detail it. I did straighten up to where my room and car are more sorted and they don’t have so much clutter. I work a lot, doing several things as you know, so I usually have a bunch of random work things in my poor car lol!
I guess we could try for the good now hehe. I got to spend time online and on social media. Not sure if it’s all a good thing still. I did notice the things happening in this world, the way it's constantly changing. How ugly and negative everything has become. I started thinking and brainstorming ideas for a tik tok and what content to post to have more reach for sure. It will of course be mental health related and it will take on the brand name. Gave me more things to look for more like it to see structure and the best way to go about things. I also thought about more ideas for branding, like clothing, jewelry, dream catchers, keychains, start from there and build up. Maybe even try socks and beanies. Heheh, I need to be able to wear cool shit too! I am excited. I want to be able to do more for you.
March 31st, 2022
It’s been eventful. The least to say. I got my oil finally changed, as well as the air and cabin filter. It was well overdue. I got the chance to go skating today too and got a video for you! I had a blast. I’m finally starting to get a grip on things. Trying to financially figure out some more things on the to-do list. I’ve been looking into getting a tiny house as you know and I found one that might just be perfect. It is in Texas but I talked to the lovey lady selling it. Turns out, she owned it for five years and lived in there by herself. She also mentioned the reason she was selling it, the simple fact she’s starting a family and needs more space! So that eliminated my worry for mold and other things. I know it meets the requirements for the lots. I just have to look into what size and where! That’s my next adventure.
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