Breathe.

 June 7th, 2022

I hate to say it but I am burnt out. I am tired. Still moving, but tired. It sucks but I have to keep going. I have been doing a lot of work out of town. The experience is great for a resume but at what cost? It’s been weighing on me. I hate it. Being so far away from my babies. I don’t get to see them much anymore. I hate it. They are always so excited when I come home. T gets a little sad when I’m gone all the time too. Makes me very sad. I hate it. It’s been eating away all of my free time. I’ve become more irritable with T. I hate myself for it. I get mad and punch my car. Seeing it like that makes me go insane. I’m just waiting on parts now. I’ve just been out of it. Mentally clocked out. 

Today, like i said, I’m still going. Even with given circumstances. We have worked a good compromise. I get to work from home more. So with that being there, you already know I worked all day.

Honestly, looking back on this day I had a mental break. In times like these it's good to reflect on what's happened, or happening, and why. Look at what you needed most in the trying time. Take time for space. Most importantly, breathe. It's okay to slow down. It's okay to relax. It's okay to need space. Take YOU time.

"Move forward. Good things are ahead."

 June 3rd, 2022

I woke up extremely early and hot this morning. The AC froze up again. The poor guy has been out here like 5 times within the last month. Besides the bullsh*t from today we woke up pretty happy. Positive moods. I had to work out of town again today so T and I decided we were going to get ready for the day together. Have some “us” time. We made some breakfast for the girls. Blueberry muffins if you will. They were so good. It was by far one of the best mornings I’ve had in a while. 

It was so relaxing. T loves to help wash my hair and rinse it out and everytime he does I about fall asleep standing because it feels so good. He even made me a lunch to take with me for the day. Never has anyone ever. I felt so loved and appreciated. It’s the little things. I swear. 

Heheh back to business. After this splendid morning of course I had to go to work. This time it wasn’t anything to do with cars. It was with the tiny houses! I finally got all everything I wanted to do with the blog for his company approved so now I got some things to work on at home. Since I have to have my car fixed soon it’s high key crutial. So I’m getting things ready to be sitting at home. I’m not mad about it. Hehe. Marketing though is fun. 

Roe V. Wade STAND WITH ME!

 If you're standing with me. I have a story to push the importance of this situation! This awful turn of events. Taking the rights away from women, our mothers, sisters, cousins, nieces, granddaughters, and so many more. How could we live in a country that's not truly free? How could we stand quiet? This is absolutely sickening.  Search "The unsaid and left on read" up in the search bar. Type your stories below. Share the post! WE WILL WIN THIS FIGHT! <3 STAY STRONG QUEENS. 

Times been flying

 June 2nd, 2022

Holy crap. It’s really June already??! May madness is over. Thank god. The past couple of days me and T have been getting things done around the house, more so to speak. Cleaning things up. Getting things sorted. Throwing out things. All of the works. Everything’s been looking so good I’m proud! Doing better at keeping the room and car cleaned out too. 

Besides cleaning, cleaning, and more cleaning we have been up getting our businesses out there and running for some dollas. Hehe we’ve got about 8 different other hustles we can do. I’m more than excited. Hoping to help you more!

What she said.

 May 26th, 2022

    It's been a drag on me lately. 

SlingKings and more Slings

 May 25th, 2022

Day two of the detailing slingshots. I’m pumped and ready to get this out of the way and done. We got an idea of the madness yesterday so it was easier to sort them out. That was a relief. It made things less mind-boggling. T and I had fun and knocked them out super quick. Although a couple didn’t want to start, we still did what we could. 

The extra pictures, everything was all sent out and over and the job was done. Speaking of, I need to continue to update you here with pictures to every blog… should I post the pictures with the blogs each day or should I post them on a separate page? Or both? Opinions, please. XD And thanks.

Crazy man

 May 24th, 2022

Today was freaking crazy. T and I planned out the next three days cleaning and detailing the slingshots. Well, throw that whole idea away. I was running around like a chicken with its head cut off. Then cram everything we planned for three days, into two, with more to do. Yay! It was detailing the time of the month for the slingshots so that's what I thought was going down in 3 days. A nice even split. 

Regardless, we knocked some of it out on the first day. More than I expected. We started late as mess. Still managed though. I was surprised to be completely honest lol. 

Making memories.

May 23rd, 2022

It was a good day. I got another glow-in-the-dark stitch leather mini bookbag. I’m more than happy about it. T and I decided to kidnap the girls and go to Old Town. They got to go into the different stores. Check em all out. Look around the place. I believe they had a blast. Next time I want to take them all to Disney Springs, and if they just so happen to like it there… Maybe City Walk. It’s just so much they are missing out on! The looks on their faces were awesome.

Corporations right?

 May 19th, 2022

It’s freaking Thursday and boy was it a long one. “Sweet girl” is all I have had stuck in my head. Lmfao. Tik Tok. I have been working on content. To say the least. Skated some. I had gone to Four Corners to get some more work done on the tents. That was easy. I had the best help. I got it done rather fast. I was so excited about it. Slingshots need another wash soon too. So that’ll hopefully be fast too with some help. If I am blessed enough to get some. I’m sure I will be. Other than that, went to an adult store and found they need some help. I think I totally forgot to tell you guys about yesterday! I had applied for jobs not too long ago, West Gate Resorts had given me a call and needed me to come by for an interview. 

I ended up going in. Lmfao. I went. HEAR ME OUT. LMFAO. They told me they wanted an interview on a day that the place was closed for one. Two, I went to the main lobby to check-in, making sure I was in the right place. They tell me to go to the closed restaurant. Noted. Check that off of the list. I walk over there and just as I expected, closed. So I knocked on the doors, there was a restaurant next door, closed as well. So, my email finally connects. It said to go to Drafts, a restaurant in the front of the community. I go there and they send me home. The place is closed to come back tomorrow at the same time. I was okay with that. I totally understand people make mistakes. I literally told them though, that I live an hour away. Please be considerate. I don't like wasting anyone's time. I feel as if they are equal and deserve the opportunity to have someone there that deserves it. Let’s just say I don’t like wasting my time. Complete waste. Honestly. I was running around there like a chicken with my head cut off. The interview was completely unconventional. To say the least, I do not like it there, hehe. So, I kept looking.

Doing my best.

 May 15th, 2022

I didn’t tell you guys. I haven’t been feeling too well. Lady things. On the 13th though I managed to hop in a tattoo shop for Friday the 13th! I’m super excited to show you. I wish they hurt a little more than they do! Ugh! It was so needed. They shaded one of my pieces and I might go back for them to shade the rest on my arm anyways. I had an overall idea for the left arm. I wanted to make it a sticker arm more so, so I can get all the little things I want to make it all piece together to make a big art piece. But for that, I was going to get everything blank first and then see what I wanted to do. I know for sure I wanted to get a paintbrush stroke over all of my stickers and where the “paint” hit, I wanted it to be filled in with color and shade and made with more realism. The guy at the studio recommended shading everything and then just going back with color where the paint hits. I honestly might just do that. 

Besides Friday the 13th fun, yesterday was murderous in my tummy so I sat yesterday out. I literally laid in bed all day wallering around like a seal just out of the sea. Sliding around making weird noises. 🌝 I had the best person beside me though so it didn’t even matter. We still had a great day. 

Today on the other hand. I had to catch you up! My mistake! I Am working in Port St. Lucie once again. All to help where I can and make a couple of dollars. It’s been more than slow I should say. I’ve been just scooting along. Lmfao. At least my mind is for the most part at rest. I’m learNing from the best on patience. He’s keeping me sane during these trying times. Having to deal with my car, work, trying to find a time to go to the courthouse to sue. Just everything could be so much worse in my head. It usually is but I’ve been doing pretty good. I’ve still be editing and doing my best to keep up with content. I’m working on a tik-tok dance so y’all stayed tuned!

If only..

 May 12th, 2022 

If only I could change the world and the way we view things, and one another. T had an amazing idea the other day and he told me I should start going live on Facebook and Instagram and start answering questions that you may have. I also finally made an account with TikTok and I was thinking maybe question answering videos. Whether you’re in a sticky situation or just generally curious how I handle things. Please comment, message me, anything! I want your voice to be heard as well. I want to be able to help you!

Other than that I guess I had a day off. I cleaned out my rabbit cage and my room some. Got to posting for you as well as writing. Went to the skatepark. Man was that fun. I am constantly creating too. I’ve been enjoying every bit for the most part! 

A little help goes a long way.

 May 11th, 2022

Today was fairly easy. I didn’t have much to do. Helping out some of the team with the slingshots and getting their oil life so they know what to get and how much of it. I’m sure it helped a lot. I honestly did bad and drank a lil today just for shits and giggles. But why not. A nap wasn’t so bad either hehe.