Today is December 28th and I paid for my ticket yesterday I believe. I feel super proud for getting it out of the way. Takes some chips off of my shoulders. I started paying on my roommate's truck. Things are starting to turn out. Little by little. I’m hoping to start saving for an apartment soon! This truck won’t take long. Then after the apartment, I’m going to try to fix up the little dings on my own truck. Until then I’ll just keep going. It’s been really hard for me mentally. I feel as if I checked out a couple weeks ago but somehow things are getting a little better. I have my moments throughout the day but who doesn’t? I think that’s good considering I am not on medication but if that works for you! Then by all means. It’s not lifelong so there’s nothing to hurt. My mother when she starts getting depressed she gets on medication and then when she’s feeling better or has got through whatever she was battling she would get off of it.
We all need some kind of help at times. Don’t ever be afraid to help yourself! Shit, I’ve even started doing little mini-workouts at home to help sometimes. I’ve gotten back into arts and crafts here and there. I paint with my bestie when she’s over. I have a resin kit I’ve been wanting to play with but I haven’t had the time or room to get it done. Oh well. One thing at a time.
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