It’s December 8th, 2021, and today there is no motivation, if you would have asked yesterday it would have been a different answer. I was super excited to start serving but I guess the confidence wasn’t there. It is what it is. I’m happy that I get the chance to get better. I needed to relax yesterday and stop stressing so I can mentally prepare better. I have been keeping up with my room and my chores more so better lately too. I’m proud of that. One thing at a time. I’m about to start saving for the ticket and then next the car and then next I’m ready for my own place. Oh well.
Today has been a drag, to say the least. I work tonight and I want to call off. I feel like I’m not where I need to be in life and I feel so set back. Honestly. I’m getting through and getting by though. One day at a time. I got to keep going. Keep smiling. I need to keep thinking better and telling my bad thoughts to go away. Go very far away.
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