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     Today is just another normal day in life I guess. It is October 1st, 2021. I know it has been some time. I am sorry. I am trying my hardest to keep afloat lately. I know God’s got good plans for me. I feel it. I just gotta keep going, even when I am tired. I have been more than tired. It’s alright though. I may be back at the dishes once again but here I am doing them to get everything clean, and honestly, right now it's the floor! LOL! Leave me alone, I promise it will get done! I’ve been working on improving my skills at work and tolerating my anger. 

The more hard work I put in I have noticed the more hard work pays off. I know it will. I couldn’t be more thrilled with how far I have come. I am proud of myself and my accomplishments right now! I still serve at Waffle House! That's not new, but my training is! Also, I got another job at Dominos, and let me say. I GOT THE JOB, I COULDN'T BE MORE EXCITED!!! I now work there as an Assistant General Manager!! I am so proud! I have been working really hard! Honestly, for a second I thought I was going to lose my marbles all over again. I knew I was falling again and I didn't want to burn once more. 

So God has a funny way of speaking by the way! Be sure to listen and be aware of what he’s saying because trust me when I say this, I didn't think I’d ever let anything go, be able to have the level of patience as I do now, and much more. My anger, let’s just say I am still working on it. I have been learning to breathe, think, and be patient. I tell myself when I start thinking negatively with my anger,  It’s not worth the time. You’ve got bigger, better things. It would be better to kill them with kindness. That can’t hurt anyone.

The more I continue to grow, the more I receive in return. You reap what you sow. I am a firm believer in that. I believe we all can make a change! Just smile! I want to see all of your teeth! Haha! I got that from my mom. She used to say that when we were upset as kids. I also have learned not everyone can be pleased and even with spreading kindness, some people just won’t smile. Don’t let it bring you down though. Misery likes good company. Stay positive and true to yourself. That's the best thing you can do with situations like that. 

I believe I am being more positive and when I have bad thoughts, I ask God to help me figure out why I feel this way and the patience to hear his guidance to get through them and forget them. They are only bad thoughts coming from my head. My head. If I can’t get that straight now it could cause issues later. I gotta work hard each and every day on it though. Each and all of my relationships with family, coworkers, employees, peers, my neighbors. We all go through things, why not smile and leave the negative behind! It’s a new day. Could be the beginning of change!