Tis my favorite day.

 Today is October 31, 2020, and It’s Halloween! It's my favorite holiday and I'm more than excited for today. A few of my friends invited me out and I am hoping to have some kind of fun tonight. I have been cooped up in the house for three weeks now so I am ready to have fun. It’s been a few months since I have done anything more so “adult” and “fun”. Other than working if you know what I mean haha. I am staying positive today. I am trying my best. I won’t be stuck in this condo for tonight and if I do I’m hoping to still dress up. My friend and I had planned this morning but he has a few things to do before we can do anything. Which is fine, I was hoping we could look for costumes or help me pick out one. If he can’t I know my girl gets off at two today and she’ll go with me and help me. I was hoping my mom would send me my old costumes so I could save money this year but she ended up not sending them because she thought I wasn’t going to be doing anything. I had planned to be with Alec and Kai, his son, but we all see how that went down. I hope he at least is still going with Kai. It’s alright though. I’ll just buy another one again and still have fun. This year I was hoping to be Harley Quinn but I don’t have a Joker anymore, so my friend hit me up wanting me to dress up as a playboy like her. Which I have no problem with. I haven’t felt pretty let alone sexy in a while so I think I could feel sexy for a night. Maybe a PowerPuff girl. So many different ideas to do. One of my guy friends is dressing up as the Tiger King. I thought that was hilarious. I can’t wait to see it. He has long hair too so I wonder if he's going to style it! 

I’m thinking I could be a cute alien or something, maybe a ringmaster. I don’t know. It seems like I haven’t kept up with what's new this year. Haha! Oh well. That just makes me feel almost better that I haven’t been up with this year. It wasn’t worth the bullcrap at all! Nowadays it seems like they aren’t really investing in making anything new, just going off of oldies and making newer versions. I mean I guess it’s not the worst but it’s almost like most people don’t want to work anymore or be creative. It is definitely a bummer but I guess it’s life. I’m honestly thinking about doing something DIY. Might as well do what people my age do anyways so what could it hurt to try?