A Hard Reset.

  Today is October 11th, 2020 and I just wanted to get on to say I washed my dishes! Haha, it might seem like something completely irrelevant to you but to me, that is my weakness. I haven't been on top of everything that I should be, which sucks but I am getting through it one day at a time. Like I said today I did complete the dishes. Every now and again I have to remind myself that the best care is self-care. It is always a good way to show you, you matter. It is your place in the world to feel like something needs your time and attention. Never let that go unnoticed. The clothes you love to piece together and wear time after time need your attention when the day is over to either put them back up where they belong or toss them in that bin you're waiting to fill up with all the other day's worth of clothes. Then after they need you once more to wash them and get them all ready to wear all over again. 

That there is a constant circle in life. Whether it be something as simple as clothes, dishes, or something like a dreamcatcher that you make for yourself. Make the best of it. Take pride and accountability for everything you put your mind to do. It could be the best thing you enjoy out of life and seeing it actually completed gives you a sense of self-love and honor. You are able to accomplish anything. You got this, yea sometimes we can let our heads get the best of us but in reality, it’s okay to not always be okay. I promise there is always someone there and if needed consult a therapist or get spiritual within yourself, or go to church. Something that you believe in and maybe someone higher to call on. It’s okay to ask for help but the best help may come from yourself and within. If the smallest things aren't working for you try getting a haircut, start working out, or get a pet. For me, I try all of these things, except a haircut because no one is touching my hair XD, but I will get some new clothes or wear some new accessories. I started working out but because of my high-risk pregnancy, I have completely stopped. I have been trying to be the perfect mommy for as long as I can be. I dropped smoking, I vaped for years and hey I’m a green connoisseur too,  the second I found out I was pregnant and started eating better as well. I want her to be perfect! :)